am i okay?

i always tell you that im okay. but actually, seriously not.
without you, im fragile, im nothing. really :(
im afraid you'll go, you wont care anything about me anymore :(
please. can you understand my feeling? :'(
i want you to care, i want you to understand about my feeling.
i've tried to understand this position, this situation.
even though i should cry, i will.
but these tears have been exhausted.

hmm

dont you think about what i feel? have you ever THINK about ME? have you? i think you havent, and will you? i dont think so. HAHA. its sukcs being like this and i think you wont feel like what i feel. THANKYOU FOR BEING LIKE THIS, BIG THANKYOU !!!!!!

sucks

i feel like im nothing for you, seriously. hmm

punch you? why not. HAHA

i dont know what should i do after hearing shuffle songs from my media player.
i open her tumblr, HAHA. i read her stories. yeah, i feel like i want to punch her, really. she blow him away, but now what does she do? she wants him back without think about others feel. at first, im okay if she still love him, texts him. but who can stand if she texts him, disturb him for a long time, while he's already had another?! grrr. yaaa, although i know that he still has some feeling with her, but he wants to forget all about her and i trust that he can do it. if i can punch her, i'll do it. grrrr.

you are amazing

be just the way you are, i dote you :*

aku percaya kamu

aku percaya kamu
melebihi apa yang orang katakan kepadaku
aku percaya kamu
tak peduli apa yang orang katakan tentang kamu  

yang kutau kau selalu sejukkan hatiku
yang kutau kau selalu ada di saatku membutuhkanmu
kau selalu ada disaatku rapuh

aku percaya kamu
hidup ini takkan berarti tanpa kau disisiku
aku percaya kamu
kau takkan pernah berhenti tuk selalu mencintaiku 

yang kutau kau selalu sejukkan hatiku
yang kutau kau selalu ada di saatku membutuhkanmu
kau selalu ada disaatku rapuh
disaatku jatuh


sayang kamuuuuu :*

totally damage

June 11.

i think today isnt my day. he tell me about something i never want to hear. but he really tell me about it. i cant stand with that sucks things. tears drops on my pillow. you know, even though he doesnt tell me about it anymore, i always think about it. until now, i cant forget about it. when i remember about him, that thing always follow. then, what should i do? i've shared it with my friend, and she said that i must be calm and let it go, i told her that i cant, i've tried it many times. my friend told me that i must be patient. you know, i feel like nothing. more i think, more i feel i annoyed. grrrr

and now gtg, bye.