am i okay?

i always tell you that im okay. but actually, seriously not.
without you, im fragile, im nothing. really :(
im afraid you'll go, you wont care anything about me anymore :(
please. can you understand my feeling? :'(
i want you to care, i want you to understand about my feeling.
i've tried to understand this position, this situation.
even though i should cry, i will.
but these tears have been exhausted.