am i okay?

i always tell you that im okay. but actually, seriously not.
without you, im fragile, im nothing. really :(
im afraid you'll go, you wont care anything about me anymore :(
please. can you understand my feeling? :'(
i want you to care, i want you to understand about my feeling.
i've tried to understand this position, this situation.
even though i should cry, i will.
but these tears have been exhausted.

hmm

dont you think about what i feel? have you ever THINK about ME? have you? i think you havent, and will you? i dont think so. HAHA. its sukcs being like this and i think you wont feel like what i feel. THANKYOU FOR BEING LIKE THIS, BIG THANKYOU !!!!!!

sucks

i feel like im nothing for you, seriously. hmm

punch you? why not. HAHA

i dont know what should i do after hearing shuffle songs from my media player.
i open her tumblr, HAHA. i read her stories. yeah, i feel like i want to punch her, really. she blow him away, but now what does she do? she wants him back without think about others feel. at first, im okay if she still love him, texts him. but who can stand if she texts him, disturb him for a long time, while he's already had another?! grrr. yaaa, although i know that he still has some feeling with her, but he wants to forget all about her and i trust that he can do it. if i can punch her, i'll do it. grrrr.

you are amazing

be just the way you are, i dote you :*

aku percaya kamu

aku percaya kamu
melebihi apa yang orang katakan kepadaku
aku percaya kamu
tak peduli apa yang orang katakan tentang kamu  

yang kutau kau selalu sejukkan hatiku
yang kutau kau selalu ada di saatku membutuhkanmu
kau selalu ada disaatku rapuh

aku percaya kamu
hidup ini takkan berarti tanpa kau disisiku
aku percaya kamu
kau takkan pernah berhenti tuk selalu mencintaiku 

yang kutau kau selalu sejukkan hatiku
yang kutau kau selalu ada di saatku membutuhkanmu
kau selalu ada disaatku rapuh
disaatku jatuh


sayang kamuuuuu :*

totally damage

June 11.

i think today isnt my day. he tell me about something i never want to hear. but he really tell me about it. i cant stand with that sucks things. tears drops on my pillow. you know, even though he doesnt tell me about it anymore, i always think about it. until now, i cant forget about it. when i remember about him, that thing always follow. then, what should i do? i've shared it with my friend, and she said that i must be calm and let it go, i told her that i cant, i've tried it many times. my friend told me that i must be patient. you know, i feel like nothing. more i think, more i feel i annoyed. grrrr

and now gtg, bye.

i will always love you

i will always love you, baby
in my life just only you
i will always need you
cant be changed, forever
i want to be the last for you
i want to be your beautiful dream
love me with all your heart, like the way i love you
i will be the last for you
and you will be last for me


I LOVE YOUUUU :***

ah, you make me fall in love more and more

yesterday was a great day. i love that day so much. he was hearing to the music and type the lyrics for me. i cant stop laughing :D you know, actually the lyrics make me like he's talking as real. haha, lol. he typed about 3 or 4 songs for me. its so funny when the song stops and he said that he tired, LOL. you know, i love you so much bebbbb :*

aku takut kamu pergi.

ku tau kamu bosan
ku tau kamu jenuh
ku tau kamu tak tahan lagi

ini semua salahku
ini semua sebabku
ku tau kamu tak tahan lagi

jangan sedih
jangan sedih
aku pasti setia

jangan takut
jangan sedih
aku pasti setia

aku takut kamu pergi
kamu hilang
kamu sakit
aku ingin kau disini
disampingku selamanya

aku ingin kau disini
disampingku selamanya

aku takut (jangan takut) kamu pergi (takkan pergi)
kamu hilang
kamu sakit
aku ingin (aku tinggal) kau disini (bersamamu)
disampingku (disampingmu) selamanya



singer: Vierra.

little best friend

baru saja berakhir hujan di sore ini
menyisakan keajaiban kilauan indahnya pelangi
tak pernah terlewatkan
dan tetap mengaguminya
kesempatan seperti ini tak akan bisa dibeli

bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu
senang bisa mengenal dirimu
rasanya semua begitu sempurna
sayang untuk mengakhirinya

melawan keterbatasan
walau sedikit kemungkinan
takkan menyerah untuk hadapi
hingga sedih tak mau datang lagi

yeah

bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu
senang bisa mengenal dirimu
rasanya semua begitu sempurna
sayang untuk mengakhirinya

janganlah berganti
janganlah berganti
janganlah berganti
tetaplah seperti ini

janganlah berganti
janganlah berganti
tetaplah seperti ini



singer : Ipang

how awesome he is.

lemme explain about this guy!


i love the way you play guitar.


i love the way you smile.



i love the way you sing.


i love the way you dance.


i love the way you give LOVE SIGN for elf.

just one word that describe you, baby.
AWESOME.

thats all, i love you park jung soo ♥

youre amazing just the way you are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

when i was bored, and alone

3rd april 2011.

yeah. today is sunday. it should be nice to see sunday right? but this sunday, i dont know what should i do. all my homeworks have already done.so, what should i do? i was bored and i started to listen to the musics and watching videos. while doing this, suddenly i got an idea. and this is the idea.



this is the first shoot, LOL



what this? not good.




better than before, i think.

and i got more ideas, and this is it :) oh yeah, one thing. i love K-Pop, so i made it all for my favorite idols from korea, hehe



Leeteuk from super junior <333



look weird.



"Leeteuk oppa, saranghaeyo! <3" means Leeteuk, i love you <3

ohyeah, before i end this post, lemme tell you my twitter username, and please follow ya, thankyou guys :D




gotta go, bye!

damn, i want it!

this "COOL" things i found from google. i searched it when i was boring. yeah, at first i dont know what must i search on it. when i saw my table, there's my ipod, and i got an idea to find another types of ipod.



i've had this one, the pink one. but actually i want the red one. the red one is damn cool >.<
ipod shuffle. DAMNNNNNN! i want it, its coooooool, omgomgomg!


i prefer the red ipod shuffle than other color :D
this shuffle can be use on your hair, i mean if you have hair bangs.

and also this one, PURPLE IPOD NANO!




cool right? haha

i gotta go, another posts --> COMING SOON!

how i feel that time.

this is how i feel when i lost him.





this is about my feelings.




i need someone besides, i think.




the main point here is i miss him when he's not beside.



i want him, no more.

but its just nothing, i just tell about my feelings that time, not for now.
i was hating that time. but ya, just forget it. oh yea, i must go, next post is coming soon :D

hihi

i think i love this so much. haha, LOL
but look the 5th line from the last, it tells "as handsome as heechul", right?
but i think it must be "AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEECHUL"
hihi